Things have been so out of control

I don't even know where to begin. It seems like ever since we moved into the new place things have been going topsy turvy every where. One minute things are fine the next it's all up in the air again. I feel like I am completely losing my mind as of recent and haven't been able to concentrate let alone get any online work done for several months now. We finally got the house approved by the city last month and are still doing little touch ups and getting ready to start a garden. I'm going to try to grow more than just tomatoes this year. With the way the economy is getting it is best to start getting a leg up so that when everything gets even worse at least I will have food in the garden for my family to eat. I started buying the stuff for that yesterday. Now if the weather cooperates we will be doing great!

Now I'm trying to get back to work with my online adult store and all my clicking sites while managing a family of 7 total and working a full time job outside of the home. Sure doesn't leave much time for fun and games or going out once in awhile but in this world, you gotta do what you gotta do.

Everything family wise seems to be going alright. I'm kinda stuck still in certain aspects but in others things are working out nicely. Thankfully it's almost Spring now so the kids will be able to play outside more often or we may even have time on my days off to walk 2 blocks to the local park and get some fresh air and sunshine. Seems to wind them down a lot faster than being all pent up in a house together all the time.

As far as the me going crazy part .... yeah some days I feel like there is just not enough time in the day to get everything completed. Lately I been slipping up on the bills, the shopping, and when I am driving somewhere forget where I am going. It's probably due to all the stress I have endured for the last 2 years with the whole family thing & finding suitable housing for 7 of us that would fit our income, and the whole moving bit. Takes a toll on one's body that's for sure. Now since it's getting nicer, having time to garden is my main concern for not only the relaxation it provides but for the nourishment it will provide for all of us when the times get tougher.

So maybe it's not me who's going crazy ... maybe it's just the world spinning out of control and can't find it's way back making us all dizzy on it's transformation.