I finally had enough. I spent the week being stressed out at home and work. By Thursday I blew my stack and let them have it at work. I told them I was done and that's it. They tried telling me to take a break and everything would be okay. Once again I repeated that I was done.
Now I'm sitting here, after 3 days of pondering what to do next and I am a lot less stressed, not overworked, and enjoying some long overdue family time. However, I know this bliss will not last forever, because there are bills. Bills are something that comes with life. Bills are unavoidable.
So what's next? Right now maintaining my part time job, my sanity, my dignity, and my schedule a little more with ease. I can now start to concentrate on some more important things, like school and family, that has not had my attention that it deserves. Things are pretty much out of control in the rest of my life and now that I won't have to worry about working so much, working extra hours, or who's going to cover the hall when it's time for me to go.
Everything is just up in the air at the moment, but it will all be okay. One day at a time.
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